Repentance truly is an progressive verb!

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Jasher 22:48 And Yahuwah said to Satan, What is your word to me concerning all the children of the earth? and Satan answered Yahuwah and said, I have seen all the children of the earth who serve you and remember you when they require anything from you. 49 And when you give them the thing which they require from you, they sit at their ease, and forsake you and they remember you no more. 50 Have you seen Avraham the son of Terah, who at first had no children, and he served you and erected altars to you wherever he came, and he brought up offerings upon them, and he proclaimed your name continually to all the children of the earth. 51 And now that his son Yitzchaq is born to him, he has forsaken you, he has made a great feast for all the inhabitants of the land, and Yahuwah he has forgotten. 52 For amidst all that he has done he brought you no offering; neither burnt offering nor peace offering, neither ox, lamb nor goat of all that he killed on the day that his son was weaned. 53 Even from the time of his son's birth until now, being 37 years, he built no altar before you, nor brought any offering to you, for he saw that you did give what he requested before you, and he therefore forsook you. 54 And Yahuwah said to Satan, Have you so considered my servant Avraham? for there is none like him upon earth, a perfect and an upright man before me, one that fears the Elohim and avoids evil; as I live, were I to say to him Bring up Yitzchaq your son before me, he would not keep him from me, much more if I told him to bring up a burnt offering before me from his flock or herds. 55 And Satan answered Yahuwah and said, Speak then now to Avraham as you have said, and you will see whether he will not this day transgress and cast aside your words.

It is so easy to be the best Believer in the world when we are desperately trying to attain a certain goal. I said in a previous post I became a victim of persecution(gangstalking), and I repented of my sins. I always believed in  God with faith in Christ, but I was lackadaisical(lack·a·dai·si·cal) , i.e. Lazy about my adherence to keeping away from sin. I was  backslidden and taking advantage of the grace I was granted by faith in Christ. I repent that I did this. I find that I am constantly repenting in my mind , in my heart trying to be the best person I can be with faith in Christ Jesus in my Heart.
Thank God, praise God!! I learn from my mistakes.

Psalm 51:7-11
7Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.
8Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice.
9Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities.
10Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.
11Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.