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i wanna tell you something,
my dad killed a LOT of dogs when i was a girl, and i know he had two recorded incidents with indians on a rez,
and was forced to move a lot to avoid trouble -- those who could have helped him when he actually was carrying through with his impulses fully should have told someone he had taken a love for killing.
i started to really hate him, i thought he would kill my mom, also he killed a lot of my pets and threatened us a lot. it really hurt our lives and caused us to be less empathetic toward other people.
animals are patient and they dont always fight back, like a baby.
when your parents kill your friends (pets), what does it teach?
the link between Son of Sam and Jared Loughner, aside from astrology,
was that they had both been involved with dogs and felt that an alien
intelligence was leading them to commit evil (son of sam said doggy told him to do it in 1776, then jared's emplyer fired him for taking dogs to a "bad" place and maybe even FIDDLING with them, they didn't release that part -- also in 1999 i found a dog in my neighborhood with slashed neck, didn't know who did that but there was a heavy CHILD wiccan group in the block!!! they claimed that they could change their appearance and levitate, that they were doing circle magic with demons and were not about to stop either).
when i was 18 i lost a lot of faith, i bought an occult book -- but then i realized, there is no way i would PLAN this **** (temporal! demon summon),
there is no way i could work for a month to do something involving that kills domestic animals or hurts a person.
voodoo is as simple as pointing a gun at a picture, harnessing hate like a sith... but satanism and things like santeria involve blood.
jesus in the bible doesn't desire the blood of bulls and goat (or prezs).
if i sound critical of obama it's because he is blind and because i think others planned to harm the man before he was even sworn in,
there was a HUGE black mason ritual etc before, lots of secrecy and double talk in his churches,
do you think after what he said before the senate, that at such a ritual they READ said bible rather than desecrating it?
i want to know what happened to that thing when the rest of the lodge members were gone.
symbols mean something to those who watch, and they demons are called "watchers" -- so are the jesuits.
we need to stop being the devil to each other.
point out pet killers too and pet screwers
don't let your little boys do drugs before their brains have grown. draws attention that adults can barely fightthey were not strong enough to choose resistance, those two, they were too hurt by something else on the day that temptation arrived.
once you start to kill, it is hard to stop, just like verbal criticizing.
the pain we inflict in this world is one of the only checks and balances, and if animals keep some people from dying, i get that.
but seeing pain inspires sickness, like shira from blade of the immortal, the clean strike becomes one not to kill but to hurt.
some people kill because they feel overwhelmed. some do it because they are fascinated.
i don't want my son to be like those two, nor any other child.
they did not recognize their own minds.
they did not know themselves and satan took them.
when children are abused,
they lose parts of themselves,
and the devil may ride.
my whole family, even though the frightening one died,
we are dealing with the aftermath of how that feels.
i feel bad about myself, i've screamed and hurt people and once i even kicked my hub in the butt!
if all my sins came to light, i would perish for shame --
but that is because when people leave God or never find Him,
their faces are toward the ground and they are dead in their sins,
until the truth of living water saves them.
these men need counseling and healing not blame or hate. they were not acting completely under their own will.
whether or not demons are outsiders or insiders, we gotta obey the good impulses some...
i feel like i have failed many tests in this life, especially the ones that take love.
if we could all learn to pass that one test,
we could live..
but we all see each other as a burden (in the secular world) in varying degrees.
only the holy ones see things clearly, and like i said, i was drowning and buried in my evil,
i am not mindful of Him, but He of me, I deserve nothing but death,
but God helps those who wants to help themselves, and he helps the helpless too
what he hates is a pretender....